Dear James,

So despite all of my good intentions, I think I could actually fall in love with you. I'm serious, the potential is there for you to be my 'first' in more ways than one.

The problem is I have no idea if you're still seeing someone else. Even worse, I have no idea that you're interested even if you're single.

Please, please, please, tell me if I'm stuck in the little sister camp forever NOW, before I get any deeper into this, because I could seriously love you, but I couldn't bear it if you never loved me back.

I want you so bad. Please give me a sign that you want me too.

Yours

-Me

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