Do you know that I'm nuts? (2003-07-06)

Dear James,

So the monsoon has continued, but you’re not here to hear about it. I miss you & it’s hard not having you here because it makes me even more unsure of what I want. It is literally raining men in my life right now, but I am too unsure of what to do, to actually do anything.

The only person I know that I want is you…even after four months, I still want you…even after feeling like you will never return my affection, I still want you…

I barely know you and I still want you, do you know how insane that is??

No I guess you don’t….

-Me

heart - break

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