Dear James,

So the monsoon has continued, but you�re not here to hear about it. I miss you & it�s hard not having you here because it makes me even more unsure of what I want. It is literally raining men in my life right now, but I am too unsure of what to do, to actually do anything.

The only person I know that I want is you�even after four months, I still want you�even after feeling like you will never return my affection, I still want you�

I barely know you and I still want you, do you know how insane that is??

No I guess you don�t�.

-Me

heart - break