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Dear Pommar, The whole somebody concept was crap. The one person I thought was actually there for me, and they�re not. Damn that hurts. It hurts so much I feel like I�m on the verge of doing something very stupid, just to feel something other than this. I never understood why people would see sex as an escape until now �luckily neither Andy or Mike is around and they are the only two I would feel safe enough with, so I can keep my virginity and my non-benefit friendships for now�although the fact that I would even consider sleeping with one of my friends scares the hell out of me. I guess that�s what pain does to you. I miss you -Me |
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