I can't seem to help it (2003-08-29)

Dear Panda,

I'm worried about us. We're finally becoming friends in a real sense and yet I'm terrified because I look at you and see what we're both hiding. I think of you and feel this vibe that is growing stronger all the time.

What would happen if we let it win? Would it be pure ecstasy or utterly horrible? I have no idea, all I know is that it would be intense and unforgettable and yet at this point I would regret it to my dying day.

I shouldn't even be thinking like this about you, but I can't seem to help it.

I'm scared Panda.

-Me

heart - break

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