When I wake up... (2003-09-11)

Dear Panda,

I知 scared. I seem to be saying that a lot in relation to you lately, but it痴 true. I知 absolutely terrified that one day in the not so distant future I知 going to wake up and realise that I have fallen for you, despite all of my attempts to prevent exactly that outcome.

I知 going to wake up and know that I知 doomed to confusion, heartbreak and loss, because I値l be in love with the worst person I possibly could be and there is absolutely nothing I can do to stop it.

I知 hoping that this is just another of my melodramas, a stress-out that will come to nothing, I really am, because I致e been through this before and it never ends well.


heart - break

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