Dear Gallus,

So life is basically fucked. Everything is falling apart and I am so insanely totally stressed, you have no idea. I don't know what to do.

I almost called you tonight which was a really really really bad idea, but I almost did it anyway because unfortunately when shit goes down it's always you I run to.

I really need to stop that, but I can't see a way past the bullshit to see how.

I need you right now, I really really do and it scares me shitless.

-Me

heart - break