Dear Gallus,

So I have been thinking a lot about that night, to the point where my thoughts are a whirlwind

- Why didn't you ask me if I was sure?? You remember more than a year before when you first took a shot and you said that you would ask me if I was sure- YOU NEVER DID!

- You will never know what it meant to me

- Did it mean anything to you, anything at all?

- Why did you do it, when you knew you were going away? Didn't you think about what that would do to me?

There is more, but I don't have the energy to write it all out right now

-Me

heart - break