Dear readers,

So I managed to hold on to my resolve through one of the worst weeks of my working life and then today I finally caved and sent him a stupid pathetic girl text because I am an idiot. Omg, just reading back over it makes me cringe. I'm just hoping I get points for waiting more than 2 weeks between texts....but I doubt it, it was pretty simpering. Argh! Damnitt!!

I am so pathetic.

Sigh.

heart - break