Dear readers,

Sooo I haven't heard anything from him, and I haven't called him either but now it's about to be D day or more aptly Bday as it is finally that group party with alcohol scenario I needed 2 months ago.

Sigh.

I was doing so well but now I am freaking out. This Is not helped by the fact that my friend from work has kind of invited herself along and she is much too blunt for this group AND I worry that people won't talk to me if I bring a friend.

Yes I am a crazy person, don't worry, I am aware.

Fuck, what am I going to do?

-me

heart - break