Dear James,

I can't fucking believe this. Finally we start to make progress, after months of stuffing about and what happens? You leave for THREE MONTHS no less!

Even worse, you leave next week so I have literally run out of time.

I want to scream in frustration

I want to hit you for stringing me along

But most of all I want to cry, because I know I've missed my chance and I have the horrible feeling I'm never going to get another one

-Me

heart - break