Dear Gallus,

I have a confession. I don't know why, maybe it's because all of all the shit going on. Maybe because it's christmas eve and I am all alone, for the first christmas ever. Maybe it's because it's christmas eve and 2 years ago today you told me you loved me. Maybe it's because 2 years ago we said goodbye and I haven't seen you since.

And maybe it's just because I am pathetic, but I miss you.

Which shits me more than you know. I almost called you five minutes ago. Which is completely and utterly insane.

I need to get a grip. And delete your phone number.

Fucking Christmas. This is what it does to people!

-Me

heart - break