Dear Readers,

Sooo second date and I seem to have already ballsed it up. Or maybe not completely but at least partially, because I seem to be in the friend zone.

And you know what, maybe I am being paranoid, but fuck it after all of the shit that I have gone through, you would be paranoid too.

Every goddamn time I allow myself to hope, every time I get even the tiniest bit excited, it automatically falls to shit. You would think I would have learned this by now.

I need some chocolate.

-Me

heart - break